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The Interweb, School, and Living Free [30 Jan 2008|01:18pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Wow, I have certainly been out of the game for a while. I have different updates to make and they will be behind various lj cuts.

The Interweb a series of cognitive tubesCollapse )

On to school news. I made it through spring 07 (one class), summer 07 (one class),and autumn 07 (two classes) without missing a single day. I haven't done this ever in life. Being so sickly made it difficult to do this. I took an incomplete in my humanities 113 in my autumn quarter, because I was barely hanging in there. I still have four papers to complete, which will be done soon. I took winter 08 quarter off, to do this and work on my health some more. Instead I've been knitting up a storm and catching up on my "Stories" evening tv shows. So I really need to find some other place to study than at the house.

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I feel a bit hindered from living at home for so long and going to community college and having Adam here too. But the conversations we've had, and the memories are amazing, these are years we never would have had if I didn't choose this track. It has really help to solidify our friendship.

Alright this is enough for now. I've got more family news soon about mom and her arm, but we won't know all the details until she goes to the doctors on Monday. News about finding my own insurance, and how all providers are bastards, and their networks are too. The neighbors tree breaking in the windstorm last night and smashing our trees, fence, and power-lines. Oh and concert style Guitar Hero 3, along with FO's.

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Oi [19 Jul 2007|02:31pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

It's been a long time since I have updated, this is a quickie. In school this quarter, chem 172 the second in the series, pretty intense. Learning a lot. Tired, some new meds. Dealing with the Shit of the states stolen data, and now protecting from identity theft. Grandma sold the house, gave us ~$23,000.00 so minus 2,000 for misc, 400 for adam's loan, and 3,000 for stadford loan. She however post dated the check, which mom did not notice until I looked at it today. Grandma is just making more hoops. I bet by the time we get a replacement check, the account will be emptied. That would be something she would do. Haven't been working, so going alittle crazy. Everyone is back from the wedding and adam is also back from boston. I'm just here, finished my midterm on monday, feeling better about it now. Kinda want to keep watching the first season of House M.D., damn Marie. Finishing up the second season of Supernatural, and almost done with Hex. Saw the lastest Harry Potter movie, very good, they really can't go wrong this series. Charlies' got some sort of skin irritation, i've got to get him into the groomers, hopfully this next week.

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[23 May 2007|09:15pm]
If susan were a drink they would be:

4 parts affectionate</br>3 parts daring</br>3 parts lustful</br>

Get Your RECIPE Here!

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[12 May 2007|11:16am]
Here some of his performances.

Cheers Darlin' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuuTsRC36-I
Delicate http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQR0cOwcx9U
The Blower's Daughter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoevpThlXKw

Check out his other performances too.

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[12 May 2007|10:38am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

I turned in my Art Paper, which was to examine one of the old masterpiece works at the art museum for the formal elements; line, form, color, space, principles of composition, and what I though the artist was trying to say. Then I also had to hunt for 5 other paintings that matched her certain criteria. This was a long ass paper about 6 pages, but I am done and it is turned in.

Of course mom has been gone this whole week in Chicago and I had to take care of the old man. Why didn't she take the old man with her, we had a deal. Damn, Damn, double damn. Okay, so I'm trying to get this paper done, while mom's gone, dad is sick, and Adam is nowhere to be found. Everything that could have gone wrong this week has, as usual. I don't know why I am surprised. So I needed someone to look over my paper, because we all know I have trouble with writing papers. I end up emailing mom my paper, she reviews it and calls me at midnight the day the paper is due, and we go over. Then we actually get to talk, because she and I haven't spoken for the whole week. And I swear to Buddha, as I am telling her the miserable time here, I start to bust up laughing so hard, that I actually woke, my almost completely deaf father, up. I couldn't help it, if I didn't laugh at myself, I would have been crying. My life never seems to ever go according to plan, so I just have to laugh it out. I'm picking mom up this evening, and we will go back to our usual bickering, but hey, at least she is here and helps me out in this mad house.

Okay, so I know I asked a week or so ago if anyone wanted to go to the Damien Rice concert, and I think either no one wants to go or I just wasn't selling it enough. He is an amazing Irish singer with a group behind him, the best songs to listen to off of his first album are; Delicate, The Blower's Daughter, and Cheers Darlin'. Go to "you tube" to see him perform in concert he is hilarious and stunning. Remember the tickets are only $18.00 dollars, it’s dirt cheap and outside. Also since it is outside I get to wear my mask, so who every goes with me, gets to see me look really silly. So that's my pitch. LOL

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I have a favor to ask... [03 May 2007|06:49pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Does anyone like the singer Damien Rice? I would like to go with somebody to his concert on May 28, at Lifestyle Communities Pavilion (formerly PromoWest Pavilion), at 6:00pm. I haven't bought tickets yet, i was thinking lawn seats only $18.00 bucks each. It's outdoors, i would really like to go, but it sucks going to concerts alone, but if i have no one to go with, i'll still go. Thanks guys.

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Erie [31 Mar 2007|11:23am]
So I’m a push over, that much I knew. I drove mom up to lake Erie on Wednesday. I wasn't planning on doing it, but she wasn't feeling well, and my Thursday class was canceled so I was the nice daughter and drove her. I have to admit that the last time I was at lake Erie I was 5, so I don't remember it. This time it was great, we stayed at an old friends house right on the lake in Oregon, Ohio. It was breathtaking, really fucking cold and windy, but still beautiful. So mom was helping our friend put on a conference for the people of lake Erie and other scientist, about the new pollutions in lake Erie, at a place called Lakeside. There was no place for me to study, so I walked around the place of the conference it was this little summer camp cottage place that was also on the lake. This place was great; it was tiny like old Worthington but so much better. You can rent the cottages for the summer, and they had this amazing pavilion that I sat at with my car blanket looking out on the lake. I was walking around this place and falling in love with it. I now have an outstanding invitation to stay with my mom’s friends place any time. I think I might go up on a weekend this summer and go to put-in-bay.
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[22 Mar 2007|06:20pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

You have to love rainy days, especially if the kittens are lulled to sleep by it. I was able to do a little work on my knitting before Rex woke up. He seems to think green is his color. I love rainy days, whether I am out in them or watching them from inside. The pattering of the drops is so soothing, i just get lost in thought and happyness.

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[21 Mar 2007|10:13am]
I'm at the Quicksalls pet sitting. Got a major cut on my left arm from Greybeard. Rex has been very commited to performing kamikaze missions on my meals sitting on the counter. I am not sure if I ever want kittens at the age of 6 months ever again. They are insane, but so damn cute. Fourtunetly they will play with eachother every once in a while. I have watched the first season of Supernatural and I want to own it now, and see the second season. Now I just need to find something else to watch until Marie comes back.
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Quickie [11 Mar 2007|01:46pm]
[ mood | fine ]

Quick up date. Sort of dropped out this quarter. Major multiple chemical problem, been home bound for a while. I am only taking one course spring, hopefully I will make it all the way through. Just another step in prolonging my stay at CSCC. Going to my new Doctor (no longer pediatrician) so they see me like this and give me records for school. Other than that, going out of my mind here at the house. Getting closer to Adam again, in our strange own way. I swear being siblings with him helps so much, when I am sick like this. With all my unplanned time off, I took up knitting again a pretty green scarf, reading books I should have read in high school (Pride and Prejudice, On the Road, and Beowulf), and watching movies. So its pretty much like a long spring break. LOL okay, I am going to the grocery with mum, but at least I am out of the house for a little bit. Even if it is with mum.

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The French and every other Politician [26 Oct 2006|03:05pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Why can't the French as a whole speak slowly or at lest in English. I mean come on your in this fucking country speak the god damn language. Continuing on, I've gone back to La Chatelaine, please kill me now. Having this time off has allowed me to think and watch a great deal of political commercials. When I say watch I mean, DVR the show that I want then, fast forward through them while making up funny political issues. Like who would look better on the next months cover of Boy's Life; Mark Foley or George W. Bush. Couldn't you see it now a photo of one of them or better yet both of them and a caption that read, "Lend us your rear." Sounds sort of poetic doesn’t it? I'm tired of this shite. I’m not even reading the newspapers, listening to the radio, or watching the news on TV. All I have to do is wake up in this house and everyone is bitching about some sort of scandal or another. I’m not saying I know how to change this because I don’t, what needs to happen though, is that we need to set up safety clauses for the public not the politicians. They can’t get out of jail free, and that includes you George W. you will one day have to reap what you sowed.

All right my anger is flushed for now. So yeah, I digress, I went back to work at La Chatelaine, Josh, I’m not sure the name we thought was Val’s in French, is really it. He told me something else, but I can’t remember for the life of me. Which means my life is pretty worthless, unless you count all the money I’ve spent for school, and then it’s a couple thousand. Working there is like taking the worst job you have ever had, multiply that experience by a thousand and add in hundreds of hours of crying, and going back the next day to do it all over again. While all of this is going on, on the inside, I still have to be a competent worker and a nice person. Other than that, not much is going on.

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In Cincinnati, Oh [05 Oct 2006|04:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Hey everyone. Yeah so I took this quarter off, because I spend about a thousand dollars every autumn quarter just to drop out and waste that money. So not this time. I finished summer quarter with an A in Chem 171, (one of four, for the class.) I've had some time off, so sleep has filled it, worked on maid of honor stuff. Getting back to La Chatelaine soon, might pick up more hours + more pay (cross your fingers.) Been to a few docs, because I pushed those off while I'm in school, so had to go now. In Cincinnati, OH for the Tallstacks festival, five days of blugrass music and riverboats, with my godparents. Away from the family. I saw the dress Steph Atwood, wore for her sister's wedding, turn that into a blue velvet color and that is the dress Marie picked for me. I have never had a taliored dress before, and I love it, it fits so wonderfully. And I don't look shabby either. Catch you guys later. Oh I forgot, my birthday, Oct, 11th, anyone want to do anything on the weekend? If have time, or feel well? Give me a shout, email or cell phone.

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Finished Chem test [17 May 2006|12:21pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

I just finished my chem test, I have no clue how I did. I think that this summer i'm going to repeat my courses from this quarter to bring up my grades. There is a honor greek socitey for 2 year colleges, that have asked me to join, because of my gpa, but if I keep it really high, I can get a few out of state scholarships. So since I don't feel all that comfortable, with my chem test (she only graded labs, tests, and nothing else. So my grade for the test could be better and for the class). I don't think all mind rpeating the courses, i'm not doing to hot in calc either. It maybe my fourth attempt at this chemistry class, but now I know I can make it all the way through, because I will have finished it once. All I have to do is just to come up with the money. I can do this. Wow a total 180 in moods here. Told ya I'd be feeling better. Only 2 1/2 wks-3wks left. Then 2wks vacation, then back to school. I will be living at peoples houses, to keep from going crazy, from year round schooling.

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[16 May 2006|10:39am]
Wow it's been a long time since I wrote anything. Here's a quick run down. Winter Quarter I only took math 152 (calc 2), yoga, ceramics, my life mentor Ava Hottman, passed away, and my art mentor Margie Bender moved to D.C. Spring Quarter, I am taking Chem 171(clac level) and Math 153 (clac 3), yoga, and ceramics. I tried on a maid of honor dress, and bought a jacket that went with it, for my best friends wedding in December (and I couldn’t be happier for them too.). Nigel was in a huge catfight and he had to have surgery, so I took care of him for 3 wks. In June my cousin Andy is getting married. Mom and dad are going to that, (it's during finals). Another Cousin Amy is engaged. Adam is going to Germany/Europe for 2-3 weeks. And I have to take summer quarter classes as usual. I miss Ava so much it hurts. She was my lifeline when I needed someone to talk to about mom/home/school. She new everything about me. Now it feels like life is spiraling out of control, everyone is up and going somewhere while I am still at home, studying. I’m sick, and tired, and I just want to breath and quit doing things for people. I know that’s how I feel now, and it’s not how I will feel in a day or two. It’s just been a hard couple of quarters. I need to arrange a bridal shower for Marie and maybe a bachelorette party too sometime during summer. Stephan and Laura, if you can contact me will figure something out. Well I have to go study for my chem. Test for tomorrow. At lest this icon makes my happy.
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[16 Feb 2006|12:26am]
[ mood | numb ]

Hey to all my friends out there. Sorry I haven’t updated for a while. Here is a run down.
*I dropped my Chem 171 class.
*I did not drop my Math 152 class and I am still going to it.
*I am still going to my Ceramic class.
*I am still going to my Yoga class.
During all of this La Chat, was being renovated, and I was as usual very sick during this, so I got stuck with the wonderful project of Petitioning, in Worthington 1A, so I couldn’t even sign the damn thing. I went to over 500 houses in 2 weeks for a petition for the restaurant to have an alcohol license on Sunday. I spent 2hrs a night during the week except on Mondays, and then all day Saturday and Sunday walking and meeting many people and dogs (cold noses is all I have to say). I did this since I couldn’t be at work, and for pointing out the fact to Val that he was putting in a wine bar before the vote was passed. I now admire polar bears and their tolerance to cold weather, and hail. :::Fucking Hail!::: The minimum # of sigs was 153, but I got 211 total. The Best part, I negotiated with Val, since I was never on the clock, to pay me a buck a signature. So he paid me $250.00, and I free dinner (dinner there is roughly $37.00 per person, and it was me and my mom, so $65.00 compt meal), so I’m happy. Yeah so I’m tired and I haven’t done anything but walk and talk to people I don’t know, and study. I miss my Marie very very much. And I think I may make it to one of the games this weekend. Maybe someone else will be there with me too? I don’t know. That’s an open invitation people; right now I’m about as subtle as a Mack truck.

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Clay [13 Jan 2006|08:19am]
[ mood | artistic ]

I love Clay…(squeeeeeee!)…yes, I just squeed. My Pinch pots are really looking like pinch pots, no longer the heavy weapons of mass destruction, they use to look like when I was younger. My teacher is awesome, she is so patient and there are only three new students in the class, so she has time to help us out too, and work around the room. Even my coiled pots are looking good. And nothing I have made so far is being demoted to “ashtray” or “coin receptacle” quality. They actually look good. I love Clay; this was just what I needed. I am actually looking forward to go to school today, because of yesterday; I’m no longer resentful of other people. That’s just creepy.

Why is that as I’ve gotten older, my hands have become far more controlled. Like in high school my senior year, I picked up knitting from Aubrey, and bam, I’m make all kinds of stuff, and they look good. I was so young when my mom taught me how to knit and I was terrible then, but now. Weird. I haven’t done any jewelry for a while and I really miss that, but dad made mom and I clean it all up and move to a place I can’t easily get to. But I like what I’m doing for now. So yeah, thoughts I should write something that was really happy for once. Squeeeeeeeeee! What a strange and interesting word.

P.S. Isn't this userpic, funny, I was bored and created it a long time ago. Happness shall associate with it.

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Update [31 Dec 2005|04:49pm]
I’m tired of living with the constant monotony of wake up go to classes come home go to work and in the between times take care of the rents.

So fuck it, my father is saying that if I were to take off winter quarter, that’s my problem, but I better be making money in the future. Once he retires (soon) he’s not paying for school anymore. What a fucking selfish bastard. No he’ll pay for fucking law school and never finish the bar, so it would be fucking useful. Of course not, that’s to easy, he will however pay for Adam’s schooling, but when it comes to me, it’s got talk to your mother.

Well I did, she said I could take the quarter off, but I couldn’t stay in the house all day, I’ll get even more depressed. I said I wanted to take ceramic classes, because I don’t know if I really wanted to be a ceramic engineer anymore.

Instead I have found a happy medium, I will still go this god damn quarter, but on two conditions, 1.) I get to take my fucking yoga classes again. And 2.) I am taking a ceramic class at The Columbus Recreation & Parks Cultural Arts Center, in between my chem. And math classes on Thursdays.

I hope this works out otherwise; I’m applying for a different school, and leaving home. I’ve done two years, of nothing in the field I want yet, and I still have 6 more quarters before I’m done with this place and doing what I want to do.

Happy Fucking New Years Everyone, see you at Marie and Josh’s. And may the new year look brighter on my fucking bleak future.
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For the mean time.... [28 Nov 2005|12:42pm]
You will sink in a mire. You like to think you're
normal, but deep down you really just want to
strip off your clothes and roll around in
chicken fat.

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The New Hausfrau [16 Nov 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Well, I am now the new domesticated Hausfrau. Fun. I say this because my mother is at the office now, my brother is in grad school, and my father is at work all the time (nothing new there). I have taken up the house cleaning, laundry, dishes, grocery shopping, animal care/winter comfort, and scanning my brothers school books, for his computer reader.

I just came back from the store, and bought $75.29 worth of food. I now have a newfound respect for any stay at home parent. I say three cheers for them: “Hip-Hip Hooray! Hip-Hip Hooray! Hip-Hip Hooray!” Dear God, just 4 people, it so expensive, and that wasn’t even a real shopping, just the bare essentials before Thanksgiving. I don’t even want to see the Thanksgiving bill.

Is it like this for most people living in dorms or apartments, just having your money sucked out of your wallet?

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I Forgot the best part... [15 Nov 2005|10:11am]
[ mood | refreshed ]

I can't believe I forgot the best part of the blackout; all the fun with Ben was great. But what was really hilarious, was Val and Lenny. Lenny was watching a guy across the street, using a leaf blower, and thought he could use ours too, to get rid of the leaves on the patio. Our leaf blower ran on electricity, and the guy’s ran on gas, but still Lenny plugged ours in and was trying to figure out why it wasn’t working. All the while, Val and Ben are laughing their ass off, and saying: “What did you expect?”

You have to understand Lenny is the kind of guy who will give you a terribly exhausted sigh if you ask him for anything, even during a blackout. So this was great watching, I only saw through the window, because I was sweeping.

The best moment though involved Val. Somehow he got a hold of one of the propane torches we use to light the side grilles, and for crème brulée. He started lighting tea candles (little tiny tea candles in comparison to the torch) and all it did was blow them out, the torch was too strong. Instead, he brunt the tops of the wooden showcases I was working at. Then he felt compelled to try and cook hard rolls with the torch, he did, he did it so well, that the roll caught on fire and he tossed it out into the parking lot saying: “Watch out for flying French bombs!” Dear lord, this man must have been on amphetamines again.

Yeah I thought I should jot down that memory too. ~Sues~

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